The maker of the universe, The Alpha and Omega, The Ancient of Days, The Just GOD, The dependable Father, The Joy in our sorrow, The peace in our chaos. Heavenly Father, unto Your Name be Glory, Worship and Honour๐Ÿ™.

What are we but clay in the Potter’s hands. The breath of life being the origin of life makes us living, alive unto GOD for the breath of Yahweh into man is Spirit, Immortal and forever living. Life is GOD, it is in Him we live, exist and have our being. Life in GOD continually exists in spirit beyond the carnal barrier. Living is forever. Life is precious for it never ends but transforms, transcending into the realm that rightfully awaits.

When life honours GOD and living is only complete in Him,His glory reveals His delight in that His will is made perfect, for be we alive in flesh we live for Him and be we alive in spirit dwelling in His immortal presence,we live for Him. The son of GOD was born of woman, Jesus lived, died and arose . Death could not hold Him captive. He is Lord over the grave. The grave is not the end of man. Man is spirit,man is immortal. Man lives forever. There is no loss in passing to eternity, there is transformation. If life before immortality is serving with sacrifice to the Maker, when the ways of man is in acknowledgement of the Lords Supremacy. There is no end of life,life keeps existing in Him. He carries us in His love, His Heart knows us. He loves us. When we fall, we fall not alone but With GOD, then we rise with Yahweh in eternal beauty, truly glorified. Holy ! Holy ! Holy ! is the Lord GOD Almighty. He who was,and is, and is to come. He who reigns forever๐Ÿ™.

I am told the sky is the face of the earth. They say the moon and the sun form the eyes of the earth, they say the twinkling stars at night is the earth smiling, when the earth smiles her face twinkles with joy. When the earth is teary the rains come down. Some rains explains the joy in the earths tears, some express the sadness in the eyes of the sky ,the heavy storms is the earths way of letting down the pain she feels for the evil she experiences overwhelms her. Its not true that the earth welcomes and accepts all the evil done her by men. She simply lies speechless obeying the instructions of her Maker, she serves His creation and awaits His judgement.

There are those who walked the earth with hearts of pure love,they did that which is worthy in the sight of GOD, pleasing Jehovah with their very lives, they are special, kept safe in His heart. They standout and are great generals of the Lord. They form our history ,they are leaders, peace makers, wise men, sons of the Creator, caring fathers, loyal men, dependable partners, faithful servants, gentle rulers, mighty stars that glow with purpose and grace. They are heroes ,they are legendary.

I arise from slumber this morning with a request from my Maker. The Lord lays upon my heart His Heart Desire. Yahweh tells me to put down in words the writings of His son, Adam. Jehovah’s pride, His general, the totality of His Greatness. I saw the earth crying as she witnessed Adam’s passing into eternity. Her tears fell like the waterfall. The glow of sadness in her eyes was seen from miles away. Her helplessness conceived her pain, Her pain is known by all. Nature reveals her sadness and expresses her mourning.

As GOD draws Adam to Himself today, He celebrates him for his sacrifice to humanity, his pain the Lord takes upon Himself. His joy, He gives him in love. Counting back the days, some who conclude by sight would judge the love of the Creator, yet unto the GOD of Daniel, Peter, Jeremiah, John, Abraham, Paul, The Father of Adam do I give reverence. The one and only true King, the beginning and the forever future, the omega. He who remains GOD when mornings turn night and joy grows sad. The Lord is in control โค

The battle is indeed fierce, light against darkness. The dark one did attack with his army but the Lord would bring him to nothing for it is only the counsel of the Lord that stands. It was not planned to bring glory but shame, however be he the prince of the world, he stands powerless before his Maker. At the centre of the attack of the devil lies a diversion into the glory of the Lord made perfect in His will,fear not he who touches the body but not the soul for the soul is the Lords. Life is to His glory. A host of Angels were sent to receive the Lords general. His life he sacrificed,yet he still lives on in eternal peace, glory and honour . The life he laid down forms the foundation of his legacy, one of peace, love, trust in GOD, the fear of the Lord and humility. Carried on Angel wings, Adam was met at the gates of heaven by Yahweh. The Lord wiped his tears with the melodies of His love. The Lords justice would judge the injustice. With him HE was through it all, never a second away.

The life that saves many, the life that made the ultimate sacrifice, the life that shows us the way, the life that explains peace, the life of greatness, the life that never ends, the life that is timeless ,the life that cannot be replaced, the life of strength and courage, the life that puts evil to shame, the life of nobility, kindness and love, the life that is honoured by GOD. The life of Adam, the legendary hero. Our world is a better place today because of some sacrifices that were made by great men. With their courage being the _strong desire to live and the readiness to die as they stood for what is right, they have made the difference . I write about Adam in words,yet the truth remains true, no amount of words will be enough to honour our hero, he is to us a priceless blessing, his kind loving heart is one like no other, I will tell of the stories of Adam as the years go by, I will tell of Adam to the world. This is how I choose to honour my hero. We mourn not to express our sadness but to express our pure love. Our heart appreciates him. We thank GOD for the gift of his life, a gift we can never pay for, a gift that is priceless in beauty. The legacy of his good name and the inheritance of his great example has filled our heart with love and respect, we journey into the future realising how his sacrifices have made our world a better place. You have united us Adam, to stand and fight violence and injustice. You have taught us how precious life is. You have showed us how be kind even when the world turns against us. You have showed us not to change who we are to please anyone. We celebrate you for who you are. We love you for being you . To us you are a loving son, a reliable buddy, an awesome brother, a caring husband, a fun loving partner, an amazing father, a supportive cousin and nephew, a dependable friend, a committed christian, a gallant solder, you are our legendary hero ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ‘ฎ๐Ÿ’™.

Once upon a time, on a very beautiful day which fell on the beginning,when I say the beginning I mean the very beginning of the eleventh month on the twelvemonth calendar,the earth welcomed a rare treasure. I call him the star of the heavens. He is the heart of GOD. He lived and still lives, alive with Jesus. He did walk the earth but now he walks the street of gold. His home is a mansion built from precious stones, diamonds,gold and rubies,of course these materials are way better than what earth has to offer. Do bear in mind that the I am is the source of all good and perfect gifts. His home is located in a Celestial Kingdom called heaven. Over there he is the commander in chief of the Celestial Army. Arc Angel Gabriel is his right hand man ๐Ÿ˜Š.Angel Michael is kind of like his buddy ๐Ÿ˜Š.Angel Michael gave him a tour of heaven when he first arrived, his questions were endless. He dwells in GOD’S home now. A place where he is safe and sound .A place where evil is but a tiny little speck, so powerless,so meaningless, so defeated. All power belongs to GOD, the King of the heavens, the Creator of the universe. The origin of life.

We forever celebrate he who taught today the lesson of peace, a lesson tomorrow learns from making her our haven. We forever honour he whose sacrifice has cleared our dark sky to make the sun shine brighter. You have done us the greatest good Adam, and for this we rise to take up the duty of justice in Christ Jesus and the responsibility of loving, respecting and honouring your life and memories. I am me and I honour our Hero with my words, deeds and actions. The family of our Hero is my family too. My life forever appreciates his good example. We follow his leadership and will continue to live his dream,the dream of security for all, kindness to all, sports and fitness in life ,hights in academia, respect for life, love for humanity, love for animals, exploring talents, creating fun, lending a helping hand, helping others up the ladder in life.The dream of togetherness in strength and love to build a better world ๐Ÿ™. This is not his end but his forever after. His endlessness in the forever living Yahweh. This is the begining of the life that never ends.

My name is Adam, I was born, I lived and I still live, however a bit differently now . I have risen above the earth, I am transformed and glorified by GOD, It was a bit sudden but the Lord has opened me up to a divine understanding, one that my spirit man struggles not to appreciate. The deep truths of the spirit world does not unravel, explaining its mysteries . Only The Father is all knowing . Believe me GOD always has a plan. lucifer remains the devil he is, he has no power, he did fall and never will he rise . I say to the earth, rejoice and again I say rejoice for the Creator we worship is mighty in power, great in wonder, beautiful in love . My eyes indeed behold a Being I cannot describe. HE is beyond beauty for beauty would dare not compare. I bow before my Maker, my heart confesses my love,my being is forever in worship for I have known the love that formed me. I find my home in the Kingdom of GOD. The Lords glory shines brighter than the sun . The melodies of worship from HIS Throne Room fills the heavens with peace. I see the Lord meeting with His counsel. I see His Supremacy. HE is The I Am. I take walks with Jesus. I am surprised at how much He knows me. A blessing assured,Jesus is mine. I do not know how best to explain who Jesus is . All I can say is this , Jesus is the bright and morning star . Jesus is all of beauty. Jesus is the heart of creation. He is all you need, trust me I know. Yahweh did bless My life with the most beautiful family. I know my departure does create emptiness, pain and tears, yet if the GOD my eyes behold is their Shepherd, they shall not want. The steadfast love of The Lord never ceases, HIS mercies never comes to an end, they are new every morning,great is His faithfulness. HIS amazing grace heals me, His amazing love comforts me . Unto my Lord be all the glory. Great things He has done, great things He is doing, greater things He will do. He promises are true, they are yes and amen . In His grace I believe for His grace found me alive in His will . He never fails. His faithfulness is forever more. His faithfulness is forever sure . I share with you this hour from the depths of my heart a supernatural truth which is this, Let everything that has breath praise the Lord. The heavens forever worship. The Lord is in His Holy Temple, let all the earth be silent before HIM. I am Adam, this is my story, this is my song. I am praising my saviour all my days. My life forms time in GOD. I am timeless. I am the son of my Maker. I am one with Christ,forever in His presence. I Live On ๐ŸŒธ.


March Births Angels๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ’•

This is the day the Lord has made and we will rejoice and be glad in it. Joy fills my heart today๐Ÿ˜Š.

The heavens are filled with joy and are singing psalms and hymns because they celebrate the day The Lords greatest treasure was born on earth. Abraham Prince I don’t need to tell the world how special you are for if anyone gets to know you ,they discover how bright you shine, how truly special you are and how very precious you are to GOD. Time passes by really fast. You grow so tall each year ๐Ÿ’•,as the years go by you become more and more like your Creator. You have a kind heart just like GOD. You care for others just like GOD. You are always there for your friends in every way you can. I’m so proud of you my little hero. You are such a peculiar being. I believe you smile like GOD too. Your smile is so infectious and it warms the hearts of others. You do everything in your power to make me happy even at such a very young age. You will smile and ask Rudelle why aren’t you smiling”,for you believe in your own beautiful way that smiling and laughing is a sure way to cure sadness. You have no idea how happy,blessed and favored I am to be your sister. GOD must love me so much to make you a part of my boring life. You fill my heart with so much joy and peace. The love is so deep my charming prince. I love you to bits and more. Happy Beautiful Blessed Birthday to you my Angel.

You are going to rise above all manner of people and nations as you dwell in the perfect will of GOD. The Lord has blessed you with the destiny that shines as bright as HIS glory. The Lord will make you the greatest of all time. The Lord will bless you with riches in glory. You are The Star of the heavens. The Lord will use you mightily like HE did the prophets of old. The Spirit of The Most High GOD resides in you. Jehovah lives in you. You are the wonder the world has never seen. None on earth can explain GODS love for you. You will serve the Lord in the most special and perfect way all the days of your life. The Lord is satisfying you with long life and everyone who is a part of your life will enjoy this blessing too. The Lord knows you by name, HIS keeps you in HIS heart๐Ÿ’•, HE watches over you day and night. He protects you jealousy. HE dwells with you each second of your life. You will forever experience a lifetime of good things. Zillions will marvel at how much the Lord blesses you. GOD cherishes you so much in HIS endless love for you. For when the oceans roar and thunder rumbles,HE will soar with you above it all. Our dear Lord is King over the flood, my Angel as life advances you will be still knowing that HE is GOD. You have given GOD your lifetime so I know HE will take care of you, HE will never let you go. As young as you are, you write songs then sing as beautiful as the angel you are. You love sports, you also love hugs and love being around people. You are multi-talented, you love getting to know new people, you are kind and very outspoken, you shy away when you are admired for all the amazing things you do. You so cute, as a brother you all I need and more. I love you so much. You my dream come true. The sun that lights my sky always. You are my blessing from the Throne room of GOD. May the Lord bless you with the most special gift from heaven. Enjoy all your cakes,juice,smoothies and chocolates. May Angels be sent from heaven with good tidings for you. May GOD be present at your little Birthday get together. I won’t be there with you because I’m in school, forgive me mylove. Will make a beautiful portrait of you for you my sweetness. Enjoy your day with GOD my dear. I love you with all my heart. My prayers are forever with you my beautiful Angel. Happy 10th Birthday my handsome king.

For The Lord has made You a born leader of nations.

Psalm 23

The Lord is your shepherd, you lack nothing. He makes you lie down in green pastures. He leads you beside the quiet waters, He refreshes your soul. He guides you along the right paths for HIS name sake. Yea though you walk through the darkest valley of the shadows of death, you must and will fear no evil, for GOD is with you . HIS rod and HIS staff , they comfort you. HE prepare a table before you in the presence your enemies.

HE anoint your head with oil,your cup overflows. Surely goodness and mercies with love are following you all the days of you precious GOD filled life and you are dwelling in the House of The Lord Forever and ever Amen ๐ŸŒธ

Happy Blessed Birthday my beautiful boy ๐Ÿ‘ฆ๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’ž

๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’•Dearest Barbie Dearheart ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’ž

As she journeys through the storm,each step taken announces her fear, yet her boldness encourages their confusions. Coldness wraps his arms around her yet she succumbs not to chills then shivers,burning deep within her is the flames๐Ÿ”ฅ of her quest to survive. Her faith is her lamp for the sun๐ŸŒ„ has run out of time walking away with day and darkness carpets the sky inviting the moon who compels the clouds to gradually loose their whitish glow so they blend in the nights sky. As the lighteningโšก strikes she notices the light which helps her faith. The storms will pass away she whispers to herself, the sun will return with day her heart๐Ÿ’“ believes. She is weary yet forges on, with the thunder rumbling with a loud voice,her loneliness is defeated. She’s fully aware of nature’s faithful companionship. She welcomes the rains drenching her through and through, but knows the water is only being friendly as it soaks her wet. The night seems long she wonders, will I be able to hold on much longer she confesses to herself realising that she grows wearier as time steals the hours away. She lifts up her eyes and the rains help the tears down her cheeks. Looking up her heart births a prayer that travels through her lips maturing into words {help me! Dear Lord} she prays within her soul. A soothing voice whispers in melody,I’m closer than you think. My Princess,My Dearheart,I dwell in you and you in me, we are one, I am you and you, Me. I feel every pain too. My closure knows no distance. My love knows no rejection or denial. I am The Lord, your Father, your forever love. I know beyond the storm. The earth is timed by my order. I am who I am. I am today, I am tomorrow, I am forever I neither slumber nor sleep. I am with you till foreverโค .How her worry was needless, the strength she preyed on was HIS. A smile lit up her face as she felt the first ray pierce through the pale sky lightening it up, the warmth caressing her face did comfort her much. The ray continuously followed in appearance forming a harmony of light,in no time the lightless dark grey sky bowed to the power of light. She felt the cold leave her, a new day is eminent she saw afar off. The fresh warm breeze blew pass her announcing the morning. When her gaze met the eastern orange skies,her eyes lit with joy with her heart appreciating this rare beauty for she knew the rising of the sun lies beyond the dawn ushering in a new day๐ŸŒบโ›…๐ŸŒบ

Jeremiah 1:5

Before I formed thee in the belly, I knew thee, and before thou cometh forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a Prophet unto the nations

The universe is formed by GOD, the earth is but one of the many beautiful creations of Jehovah. On earth GOD has placed man to live in existence to serve HIM. God blesses the earth with some of HIS most special creations. They are really beautiful inside out. We have all come to know some really special persons who inspire us to be the best of who we are by simply being who they are. I know a beautiful soul with a heart of pure gold,she twinkles brightest in the Lord sky. With a deep endless love for God, she overcomes the raging storms. ๐Ÿ˜ŠWho’s she!!! ๐Ÿ˜Š, I’m truly humbled to say, she is who GOD created her to be, She is the Lords Heartbeat,She isย  HIS Dearheart.

Stories have been told centuries ago, they tell of how truly great a King is by who his princes and princesses grow up to be. Tales of this truth have evolved throughout history to these present twelvemonth time frames. A great man is known by who his sons and daughters are. A wise princess is simply who her father is.

As time journeys on, The Lovers of wisdom and by this I mean philosophers have tried to predict you in totality, scholars also learned persons who are jokingly called bookmen literally, because their always seen with books,they have read all they can about you, yet are unable to find you in any book, scientists who delve into research and logic, trying tirelessly to explain the fathom of the basic meaning of all you are fail to appreciate you, then the historians writing folktales over the years have tried to define you with words but they seem to be running out of words.ย  A chronicler, one who writes the chronicles of persons like you surviving the odds of this earth, and soaring above it all with the wings of faith and trust in God,is unable to believe who you are ๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ˜‡๐ŸŒบ.

The Philosophers, scientists, scholars, historians and the chronicler marvel at who Barbie is, countless animated movies are always being made to show the world bits and pieces of who sheย isย , yet they continually wander at her perfect personality. Barbie is her Father’s precious jewel. Barbie is Jehovah’s sunshine. She is the heart of Love, The pride of Time, the delight of the Creator. The meaning that describes the All knowing then All Powerful God. Many are confused, shocked then marvel at her courage, her bold confidence overwhelms them. Their disbelief deprives them of the faith to believe in how special she is formed in loveย  by the I AM’s hands. She glows of her strength in Jesus,making her unable to explain how she survives yetย  knowing it’s God. I know how mighty God is as Wisdom, I know how great God is as Power, I know how affectionate God is as Love,I know how radiant God is as Light, I know how timeless God is as Time, I know how supreme God is as the I Am, I know how majestic God is as King for you are HIS princess, HIS dearheart. Knowing you explains GOD. As life advances, The time comes when a fierce battle lies ahead ,at such moments the Lord takes with HIM, HIS faithful heirs,those whose trust lie with HIM in love, they are HIS best warriors. The Lord chooses carefully when battles begin with the devil, for HE knows fully well that during such battling times there may be deep wounds suffered, pain will be unbearable, scares will be permanent, sacrifices will be costly, then there’s a reality in the honesty of who passes on to glory in the process. The Lord needs to know this, when such terrible happenings befall us as we stand in battle with HIM. Is HE going to be rejected?, Are we going to keep up faith trusting and believing in HIS faithfulness?Are we going to walk away from HIM, are we going to hold on to HIM, are we going to allow HIS comfort ease our pain and wipe our tears. This physical world is controlled by the Spiritual realm with GOD as King. GODS love is deep,the enemy will only touch the princess to hurt the King. When HIS dearheart was exposed to pain, The King of kings felt her pain,The Lord was broken, HIS Holy Spirit grieved, be it all good for a cherished son had walked through the gates of heaven to be with HIM. Yet as HE held onto him, wrapping him in HIS arms so tight, They both felt her pain then heaven knew silence. Will pain take my princess away the Lord asked HIS council. God was so scared of loosing Barbie to pain. HE sent down a host of Angels to HIS princess.

A true daughter she was, Barbie saw pass her pain. Her Father’s joy remains her strength. She chose to stand on Christ her solid rock for she knew all other ground was sinking sand. Even when the peaceful oceans she knew suddenly began to roar with mighty waves that sort to drown her joy leaving her sad stared her in the face, she didn’t fall apart, she held herself together believing the turbulent oceans would fall at her feet for her Father is the King of nature and the oceans hear HIS voice. She stood in faith trusting the Lord to direct her path. She confessed with her heart the name Jesus, then the roaring oceans bowed at her feet recognizing the power in the name of Jesus Christ.ย 

When the dark clouds covered her sun, the light that lit up her life with peace and laughter gradually faded away. Barbie’s world turned dim, she found herself lost in life for her joy grew sad, she did not know the path that formed her life’s journey anymore. Joy and sadness are two very different emotions, joy turned sad isn’t a process you simply ease into, it’s comfort depriving then creates a situation where ones familiar path becomes very unusually strange. With such an unexpected turn in her life, she knelt before Yahweh then allowed the tears down her cheeks, her innocence echoed through each tear forming the prayers that asked the questions her heart needed answers to. In a state where no answer explains her questions, GOD is answer enough. She worships in her confusing praying through her pain to the never changing Creator. HE who knows the earths lifespan and the eternal inheritance of creation. Now is HIS, The Future is HIS, Forever is HIS. The Living God is so real, ever true. What a Mighty GOD we serve. The devil was cast down zillions of years ago. Barbie appreciates an understanding of the truth that reveals the Divine Supernatural interpretation of happenings on earth. Anytime there’s an evil turn in life affecting us so much on earth, the devil is the known source and we feel defeated. However the reality is this, Jesus won over darkness on the cross. The powerful blood shed on the cross of Calvary seals our victory in Christ. GOD is forever in control. The devil is a defeated enemy. No matter what comes our way , our life is in HIS Hands. HE creates our destiny in the continues writing of HIS plans for our lives here on earth then in heaven A blessing from GOD she is, a rare gem indeed.

The Lord through her has blessed our generation with the two most adorable, amazing, special and exceptional angels ever. They are two great nations. They are destined for greatness and will make GOD proud . She is an incredibly perfect mum. For her kids she is everything they would ever need. A true Guardian,she protects them through her forever prayer manual. She dedicates them to her Father who jealously watches over them. She is a beautiful mother at heart ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’•,she warms the heart of many with her compassion, care and love.

Growing up I watched and still watch a lot of Barbie animated movies. Barbie is always so kind, bold, brave, loving, caring, peaceful, understanding, never gives up ,helpful, encourages others, supportive, wise, reliable, prayerful,and so so beautiful. I always believed Barbie existed only in movies. However I sit to write today about The Lords Dearest Barbie, she is not an animated movie character but a truly beautiful soul who is all I’ve written and more. All the beautiful words of virtue are not enough to describe who she is, getting to know her is my miracle because knowing who she is helps me believe in GOD’S loving faithfulness. Her life is my inspiration and I’d love to thank her so much, for by being the best of who she is ,I am also encouraged each day to be the best of who I am. Cheers to you princess ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ’•๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ’ž.I’ll never ever forget you, I’ll forever pray for you, I love you beautiful yet GOD loves you more. HE will forever abide with you for you’re HIS pride and joy, HIS ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’•Dearest Barbie Dearheart ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’ž.HIS love for you is timeless. HIS love for you is endless.ย 

A beautiful pearl, a peculiar maiden, the fairest of them all. A star of greatness, strength and love. A timeless beauty in radiant in the Lords glory and in every way . A pillar of prayer and faith. A precious gift to all of humanity. The words of your heart forms the paths that leads many to finding themselves. The world has seen none like you. Understanding you is knowing GOD. A rare blessing from the throne room of GOD. A true princess of The Creator, one who explains who HE is by being who she is. You are The Lords bundle of pure joy ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’ž

Joshua 1:8

The book of the Lord shall not depart out of thy mouth, thou shall meditate therein day and night that thou mayeth observe to do according to all that is written therein, for then thou shall thy way be prosperous, and then thou shall have good success. Amen ๐ŸŒธ

The LORDS beautiful purple touch of nature is a special gift from HIS heart ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’• to HIS Princess. GOD loves you Barbie. HE loves you much ๐Ÿ˜Š.

May GOD bless you so much for reading about The Lords beautiful princess. I shared with you two of Barbie’s amazing Bible verses. I pray it transforms your lives like it did mine. Do celebrate the beautiful people GOD blesses your lives with for they are true gifts for Yahweh. I love you all very much ๐Ÿ˜Š.

Rudelle ๐ŸŒบ

Chere Moi ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ‘ง๐Ÿ’•

Dear Ernie ๐Ÿ’ž

It looks like at this point in my life, I need to tell the whole world how grateful and blessed I am to be you. You are the best me ever. I understand myself so much because you are me. You are always helping me to get through seemingly scary turns in life. Whatever would me be without you, whatever could me do without you. What am I if you’re not me. You are my best friend, you’re always there when I am sad and lonely. You take the best care of me. You are for me, a great listener. You are my great source of comfort. You are who the Lord needs me to be. I share my joy’s with me, I share my pain with me, I share my fun moments with me, I share my extremely sad moments with me. Me is all I have. I’m so very grateful to God for (making me, you) and for (making you, me). We make a great team. We’re a fantastic pair๐Ÿ˜Š. When the dark days come, I and me light the way through till it ends with strength from JEHOVAH The Most High God. HE who sits on HIS throne and rules HIS world with True Love๐Ÿ’Ÿ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’Ÿ, the way only HE can๐Ÿ™. Looking back at my past, I must confess that growing up was fun. When I was very young, there was one word that could best describe me, it starts with a “T-r-o-u-b-l-e-s-o-m-e”.

Little me was very very troublesome and always up to do the most mischievous things. Mummy shouted my name almost all the time,every single day๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ˜†. Little me would whisper to herself ,”why does mama always shout when I’m busy”๐Ÿ˜…. I remember mum asking if I was done upon seeing how I had pushed orange and banana peels down the drains of the kitchen sink๐Ÿ˜‰. With a confused look๐Ÿ˜• on my face I reluctantly nodded in agreement then I got myself busy by creating another huge mess almost immediately. Touching my dolls๐ŸŽŽ was a no! no!๐Ÿ˜ . They meant the world to me๐Ÿ˜Š. All in all I’d say my childhood was my greatest adventure, from age zero, to age one, two, then three, four and five. Age five was my golden๐ŸŒž year. At age five I had become the me then, which is the me now. GOD revealed to the world so much of who HE was in me. I am who HE is and it’s who I am,sincerely it’s my calling,my destiny, and identity. I remember treating my dolls, Ylitabel and Aimy as alive as they were to me. Mama called us the “noisy threesome” and that simply defined us. We did everything together, we even got sick together then mum would take us to see the doctor. Taking my medications was fun because my dolls took theirs too. Going to school with them was a secret I would only tell when busily licking my chocolate ice cream๐Ÿฆ๐Ÿ˜…. While growing up I had a long list filled with the names of everyone I knew. I couldn’t help but write them down, they meant so much to me. What can I say, little me had an enormous heart๐Ÿ’“ which grew bigger as the years went by. If I met you for the first time, I asked your name, if I couldn’t spell you must be ever so kind to help me by spelling it out for me. Then on getting home my long list of names welcomes its newest members. The words of GOD which are written in the Bible tells us that GOD is Love. The love of LOVE(God) for us is unexplainable. The Bible writes in:

1 John 4:16 – 17

(And we have known and believed The Love That GOD Hath To Us. GOD is Love,and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in GOD, and GOD in him. Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgement, because as HE is, so are we in this world๐Ÿ˜‡, Amen).

I believe in showing love towards one another. I believe in loving each other as GOD does. As young as I was then I knew who my Father was and I knew I am who my Father is. I was such a loving person then and its who I am now. As my Lord God is love so am I love. The truth will always remain true,while showing love we encounter difficulties, be them rejection, mistreatment,misunderstandings,then loosing so much but gaining very little or sometimes nothing. JESUS also suffers these difficulties because HE loves humanity, GOD is also not recognized by many, HE is placed last on the list of priorities by millions of people, sometimes GOD doesn’t even make it on,despite HIM loving us so deeply๐Ÿ˜ณ. It’s such a pity but GOD never gives up on us.

How does it feel when the love you feel and show towards someone is reciprocated๐Ÿ˜Š. It feels really good doesn’t it. There’s this joy that comes with it, it’s almost unexplainable isn’t it ๐Ÿ˜Š. This action makes you feel a sense of belonging creating an inner peace deep within. The kind that calms you by being ever so comforting. Let’s toss to see the other side of the coin shall we. I believe this side is quite predictable wouldn’t you agree๐Ÿ˜Š. What if showing love comes with rejection, ingratitude and the act of it not being reciprocated. I guess we would be heartbroken by feeling very unneeded. This is bound to make us sad๐Ÿ˜”. We might never open up to anyone anymore. We might keep to ourselves, then coil back into our private space,wouldn’t we๐Ÿ˜Š.However this shouldn’t be , ever heard of loving without expectations.

Loving without expecting is a blessing for when you love whole heartedly, when you give it your all,its a kind of love that’s only noticed and appreciated by GOD because HE is love. Only LOVE can appreciate a rare act of true, pure and effortless love that comes from the heart. When love is true,it forms in the heartโค๐Ÿ’Ÿโค then it becomes effortless. If you love in this manner it only means the I AM dwells in you and you are who GOD is and its who you are. The blessings of the Omnipresent will forever abide with you,Amen๐Ÿ™. Little me visited most of the beautiful persons who made up her list. I remember feeling so excited anytime they opened the doors of their home to me. I smiled so much for them to know how simply happy I was . My Beckah(the elder me) always went with me. Mama asked her to ๐Ÿ˜Š. My visits to those that were close to me was made from time to time.

Mama allowed me speak on phone to those that lived far. Everyone in my neighborhood knew me and I them ๐Ÿ˜Š. I shouted my ‘Hello’s to them with a broad smile when I walked back home from school with Beckah. When the nights came, my prayers could be heard from across the hall. Mama told me GOD would definitely hear my prayer because my voice echoed through the whole house. She continued by convincing me of how certain she was that my prayers would travel through the roof and into the sky then eventually to Heaven,Gods home. Mama would laugh so loud,she would kiss my cheeks and pat my back. My (Guardian Angel๐Ÿ˜‡) I remember her whisper. I guess I’ll forever be my Mama’s Angel๐Ÿ˜‡ My Mama is the love of my life you know๐Ÿ˜. My prayers were endless, what do you expect, I had a very huge family which I love with all my heart. Mama helped me pray if she wasn’t too busy. When mama had to take care of Baby Cee. I prayed with Ylitabel and Aimy. We prayed for all the beautiful people I love and care for๐Ÿ˜Š.

Dear me, someone has to care, someone has to be there, someone has to help, someone has to do something someway, somehow. Caring means allowing the world to see and know who GOD is through you. GOD needs us to be there for each other, HE needs us to love and support one another. The evil that we see happening in our world today, the wickedness that we carry in our hearts hurts GOD so much, it breaks HIS heart. Why are we bitter, envious, greedy, bad tempered, and selfish. What do we hope to achieve by harbouring all these negative emotions which eventually become a habit. Lets commit our ways unto the Lord, let us allow the HolySpirit to guide our actions by developing ourselves through the word of God with prayer. By doing this we help God to help us by creating in us a clean heart and renewing the right spirit within us then God would not cast us away from HIS presence ,HE would not take away HIS HolySpirit from us but HE would restore unto us the Joy of HIS Salvation,and the peace that surpasses all understanding will forever abide in us.

Ezekiel 36:26

A new heart also I will give you, and a new spirit will I put within you, and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you a heart of flesh, Amen.

With a heart of flesh we become more understanding, more loving,more compassionate and more considerate.

There’s nothing wrong with serving wholeheartedly, with helping each other out of sincerity in love, with appreciating the simplicities in love. My heart is filled with joy and gratitude to GOD. I believe GOD channels the blessings of others through me, I believe I’m an answer to the prayers of others by assisting and helping out. I believe I exist to impact the lives of zillions and generations yet unborn.. I believe all I am and all I have is for the benefit of others,generations depend on me. I just can’t fail, it’s not an option. It’s a calling, an obligation, a duty and a responsible.

At age five I had the names of all who I love and care for written on paper, and now I’m truly honoured to tell GOD I got rid of my list on paper because I have all of you in my heart ๐Ÿ’•. I don’t ever believe I could ever be able to stop saying I love you. I do not need to reason through,there isn’t a rational perspective to judge from, must there be reasons explaining why I’m always there for you even when I don’t know you. If there must be reasons then I’m sorry I don’t have any. I don’t know why I care so much, I just do ๐Ÿ˜Š.

In John 3:16

God so loved the world, that HE gave HIS only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in HIM would not perish but have eternal life๐Ÿ™.

GOD’S love is unconditional, HE loves us even when we push HIM away. The Lord is always there for us in those moments when it feels like HE has let us down and we only seem to want to blame HIM for everything. Trust me HE always understands our pain. When we feel so lonely, GOD covers us with HIS arms, HE keeps us in HIS warm hug through it all. I choose to love the way GOD does, I’ll be here for you, we’ll cry together, we’ll mourn together, we’ll go through pain together, we’ll laugh together, we’ll have fun together. I’ll hold your hand and together we’ll face life head on, we’ll survive whatever comes our way as GOD goes before us.

Dear me, GOD’S the best thing that ever happened to me. This is why I’ll share HIM with the whole world by telling of HIS Love for Humanity. Chere Moi, Aie foi, Dieu est le grand guerisseur, Dieu est au controle, Ca va aller et Dieu est avec toi๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ™

I’d love to share with you my truth which is the pillar that holds my life together,God makes it all better. GOD is the reason why I smile in pain, with GOD I understand in my confusion, HE is my source for reasoning. God never fails to light up each day with the sun and HE warms each nights with the moon. HE covers the sun with clouds when it’s scorching, HE brings down the rains to refresh vegetation then lights up the sky with a beautiful rainbow๐ŸŒˆ when the rains pass away. During the last weeks of each year HE sends the snowโ„ falling,or causes a peculiar change in weather creating a season that brings us all home just in time for Christmas ๐ŸŽ…๐ŸŽ„.

Nature never fails in bringing us the days and the nights. The future continues to remain unknown yet The Creator of life who is The Alpha,The Omega, The Ageless, The Changeless,The All Knowing and All Powerful GOD sits on HIS throne. GOD’S always in control. For me and I we’ll forever trust, obey and simply believe in Yahweh.

I guess I’ve told me all there is to know about Rudelle. I’m ending here but not without telling you that GOD loves you so much. Trust me HE will always be there for you okay. Believe me life won’t always be a comfortable bed of roses๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒบ๐ŸŒน. However when the bed becomes as hard as stone and as cold as ice, GOD lies so close HE draws us unto HIMSELF and cushions us in HIS warmth then HE becomes our soothing Comfort๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’ž. The kind of comfort that eventually forms our strength then without knowing how we begin to Survive ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’•.

BEREFT ๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜ข๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ˜”!

This blog piece is dedicated to my person,my dear,my friend and to you who have also lost a loved one to death๐Ÿ˜”. May the strength and comfort of The Lord be with us now and always๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒน.

And seeing the multitude, HE went up into a mountain ๐Ÿ—ป, and when HE had sat down, HIS disciples came unto HIM and HE opened HIS mouth and taught them saying :

Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven Blessed are they that mourn๐Ÿ˜–, for they shall be comforted . Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth๐ŸŒ. Blessed are they who do hunger and thirst after righteousness, for they shall be filled Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy .Blessed are the pure in heartโ™ฅ, for they shall see God Blessed are the peacemakers,for they shall be called the children of God. Blessed are they who are persecuted for righteousness sake, for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven .Blessed are you, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely for my sake. Rejoice and be exceedingly glad for great is your reward in Heaven, for so persecuted they, the prophets who were before you. You are the salt of the earth๐ŸŒ, but if the salt looses it’s saltines, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled underfoot .You are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hid, neither do men light a lamp and put it under a bushel, but on a lamp stand, then it gives light unto all .Let your light so shine before men that they may see your good works and glorify your Father who is in Heaven. Matthew 5:1-16

The earth is aging, time passes by really fast, Its almost like a mirage. Life withers away like a flower, today it’s here, tomorrow it’s gone without a trace. Sometimes we loose our loved one to the afterlife a bit too soon. We are broken, our heart๐Ÿ’• is badly bruised with painful wounds buried deep within. Wounds that send tears running down our checks. With such times each heartbeat forms a tear and our eyes are always teary because our heart๐Ÿ’• is bleeding. I appreciate you feeling so sorry for my loss, I really do. To tell you the truth I feel sorry for my loss too.

I embrace silence, my smileโ˜บ fades away, my home denies me joy because it is incomplete,. I embrace mourning which announces it’s presence where ever I go by my clothing preference and mood. When I look myself in the mirror I see the glow on my face slowly vanishing. The present is unbearable, the future uncertain, memories from the past flood my mind drowning my thoughts. I am lonely. When we are bereft of joy,a sense of belonging, companionship, love, serenity, a happy home, a complete family, and the simple beauties of life that brings completion. We are broken and shuttered yet the love of GOD holds us together. There are many lessons learnt as life advances. Growing up I have come to know many truths. Going on my now lonely journey, I realize by seeing so so vividly that lying ahead is the forest,the deep woods. I didn’t expect to have to go through this forest called grief, it’s lonely, the winds are chilly, the snowy rains are endless, the ground is iceโ„cold . I wish I could choose not to walk through. I wish there was a way around it, but there isn’t because you’re not here anymore. Here I am not only facing my worst fears but living it . I am traumatized, my emotional wounds lead to my psychological distress. Everything about me is shutting down yet there is hope for I am not of myself but of GOD. I am in a season where the unexpected has caught up with me. I realize I am badly torn up inside and out. An absence has become a presence, emptiness fills me up. Sometimes I want to scream out my pain, sometimes I feel the erge to run๐Ÿƒvery far so I can search really hard for you but I know I won’t find you. You’ve become invisible belonging to another world. Though my loss makes my winter seem unending, spring always returns. Deep within my longest coldest winter, a flower blooms with its roots buried deep in the frozen soil. As time passes by getting to work seems inevitable, the bricks of acceptance lay idle. There’s a lot of courage and strength needed in putting up the foundation of what looks like a new life brick by brick but who am I kidding there isn’t any strength to source from๐Ÿ˜ข for my strength continues to fail๐Ÿ˜”me. I look up to GOD, HE takes me through the minutes of my life. In HIM there isn’t a need to hide how I feel, HE knows my heart. I am living life a second at a time. Almost all the time I miss that feeling of connection, knowing you were just there, knowing you were simply out there somewhere,thinking of us and I of you. Maybe my world knows darkness but I am it’s light. I still keep up faith,I trust in The Lord, I know HE takes the best care of you. Prayer travels across worlds and dimensions, so you forever remain a part of me. I did ever have you with me once, you made and still make my everyday special for though you belong to a divine time frame, a new world, you did impact my life so much, memories of you continue to make each day worth living. You influenced my life so much, you were such an important part of me. I have become you in your absence. Many say I remind them of you,when they see me they see you. We were a team and we still are, you may have travelled so far, you may be out of reach, yet before you left to reside with your Maker, God gave me you. You are my most precious gift, a gift which makes me complete,you are the sunโ˜€ in my day, you also shine through my moon at night. You are the part of me I need to survive this. The bond we share in love with GOD is not broken. You may have disappeared from the surface of planet earth๐ŸŒ but you are alive in the presence of The Adonai, Jehovah The Most High God. My strength is found in the Lord. I am more than confident of your support. There may be a huge space of silence in time between us. This is really happening, however living with God means the devil is defeated. Jesus won Victory over lucifer on the Cross. Your memory feels like home to me, so when ever my mind wanders through and across thoughts,it always finds it’s way back to you. It’s true, laughter now is a feeling my body rejects but it’s no fault of mine. Anytime I try to false myself into laughing, I end up enable to even manage a smile, I just sign. I wonder when true laughter will relieve me of my signs. Then once a while I unknowingly find myself smiling, however my eyes do not smile along. It’s said that a true smile forms in the heart then lights up the eyes. For now I don’t know anything anymore but little by little I’ll get through. Where there is love, there’s a way. God loves me so I will find my way. Its funny how we never know exactly how life will go. It’s funny how dreams can fade with the break of day.

Although my grief may not resolve and I fall into deep despairing and overwhelming sadness,Jesus holds me close. I know Jesus tells you how am doing so you don’t worry. Family and friends are a great support, their care for me really helps. They are there for me in every way possible, so I am confused and shocked because I was doing well then suddenly it feels like I’m not getting any better. When I feel this way it’s usually because around such times I realise that you’re never coming back. I know loneliness and grief are intertwined. There’s no time duration when grieving, yet I must confess I worry I will sound and look strange when I tell all those trying so hard to help me heal that I feel worse each day. I miss you so much it feels I can go on no longer. I bottle up this feeling covering up the emotions I feel in heart ๐Ÿ’“ with an “okay looking” face. Then anytime I am alone I pour out my heart in prayer to My Creator, My Maker. The God who has you safe and sound. HE who watches over you always.I believe that with your passing you’ve become a memory I am forever treasuring ๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒน.

I’m always choking back tears๐Ÿ˜ข. I feel pain, I feel fear. An imagination of life in your absence defines loneliness and explains how alone I am. I’m not fine, I’m not okay, I suppose sometimes it’s really okay not to be okay. Home was with you, now I do not know where home is anymore. If your home is with the Lord, I believe my home lies with HIM too for I am one with God through Christ. HE lives in me and I in HIM. I can’t tell how life will unravel, what turns life will take. I take careful steps into the future,I must honestly admit I am scared. I’m following Jesus’ lead. I will be okay. When sorrow like sea billows roll towards me I fear I will drown,The Lord takes my hand , We walk on these strange waters. HE looks into my soul, HE smiles๐Ÿ˜Š,HE tells me “I’ve got you, I’m here”. God keeps watching over me as HE watches over you. God is all I have. All will be well, all is well. I’m covered with the Supernatural presence of the Holy Spirit. IT IS WELL โ›….

I may never know how to deal with the pain I feel ,I may never know when the deep painful wounds in my heart๐Ÿ’“ would commence any form of healing processes. I won’t lie I know I will never ever fully recover from loosing you, yet even as and when my pain subsides your memories will continue living in my heart. As I live so will you because I would live like you would want me to. I may have to face the future alone but it not going to be so lonely because I have all of you in my heart. I journey towards my uncertain future holding hands with Jesus and knowing fully well that you’re forever a part of me for my heart ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’žknows you ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’ž.My heart ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’žis forever treasuring you now and always.

The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. Psalm 34:18.๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒน

ALL ME๐Ÿ˜Š (A Note From Me To You)

I am here this day to share a little more of me with you. It’s been so amazing getting to know you all, It’s been an honor. Your comments and likes have made me fall more and more inlove with you all, over and over again. I am truly grateful. My love for you all is eternal and forever. My heart goes out to you all with prayers and well wishes each minute of my life. However on this day I would like to share a gift with you, and as we open this gift together we are going to get to know about an Immortal Supreme Being. HE existed before time began. HE is known to be The I Am. Many know HIM as GOD. HE formed us with HIS hands, and gave us life through HIS Breath. While we open this gift we’re going to know how deep and intense HIS love for us is,its way beyond all imagination. God has a way of showing and telling us HE loves us. Through HIS words in the Bible, The Lord makes HIS love known to us. From the smileโ˜บ of friends and family, a warm hug when we are sad and lonely. A helping hand when we are in need. A shoulder to lean on when we are weak. A fellowship to pray with when life becomes unbearable. It’s true God does not live with us on earth๐ŸŒ,The Lord isn’t human like we are yet, HE uses all our loved ones to show us how much HE cares. Jesus Christ does love and care so much for you. We have all come to know since we were born that we have our lives to live. There’s this world we are all a part of. As to how we all got here I’d say we were all a blessing from God to our parents. As a nursing student I have been studying the human body and by this I mean I have been trying to understand how our body works. I need you all to trust me when I say God is wonderful. No human born of woman dwelling under the sun can ever replicate any creation of The I am. HE is God alone. It is night here, the air is perfectly still, perfectly quite. There is a faint hint of moonlight sprinkling over the mounds and sea of water giving the water a pale blue hue. My breath clouded out as I stood from the bed of shiny sea sand, it’s like a bug or a bugbear,my mind asked my heartโ™ฅ. Wondering to myself silently as was said in Shakespeare “The bug which you would fright me with I seek”. I believe I have found what I deem a fright “What Is The Reality Life Dwells On”. I thought, trapped in crystal instead of amber. While brushing off the fine sand that carpets my legs deceiving the many eyes into thinking I wore a pair of socks with my green flowery towel. I knew that where I had travelled with my thoughts, is beyond the wit of man to say. I find myself lost in my mind, I am unable to recognize where I am in thought. I have gone really far. I can’t seem to find my way back. I am confident I have a quick wit and a steady hand to write out all I have buried in my heart and mind. Life follows a carefully laid out plan. When it’s time for us to come into this world. The Lord rises from HIS throne, HE goes to HIS room for the creating of Peculiar Exceptional Creations. The Lord takes the best of all Heavenly talents,skills,intellect,personality, behavioral characteristics and all HE needs to make the most beautiful and special creation HE needs you to be. When mum goes through Cyesis with all the different forms their bodies take. They go through many wonderful faces of life at this stage. The endurance of pain during the process of (accouchement”French”,gebaren”German”,parto”Italian,Portuguese,Spanish) labour or giving birth”English”.The Lord is overjoyed and the heavens rejoice for through mummy the world gets to see the very special you. A you HE has taken so much time to form. You are born to your parents, you may be born to a parent, others are born to orphanages or public and private care giving homes, some loose a guardian or parent as life advances. Someway,somehow we all make an entry into the world when our time comes. When babies are born, as little as they seem and at such a very early beginning in their lives, they strive to have comfort. They cry out loud at the least bit of discomfort, they feel the need to be comfortable in any environment and with whomever they find themselves with. Their quest to maintain comfort continues as days grow into weeks, weeks into months, months into years and years into decades. On your first birthday on earth๐ŸŒ,there are well wishes and gifts from loved ones. The I Am gives us a very beautiful precious gift as we become living souls. This precious gift is Life. Life is Precious. Life is both physical and spiritual. Life’s a Forever Gift. Life does not only exist on earth. There’s life after this physical world. Our journey through life comes in two fold. Life does extend through eternity. In our first existence we are of flesh and blood. The life we experience is bound to the earth which forms part of the universe. Then one day the time comes when after we have fulfilled the destiny of GOD for our lives we loose our physical bodies to the earth, then the form of life takes the spiritual turn and the spiritual journey of life commences. The gifts does not stop there. There’s a second beautiful gift the I Am blesses us with. Its also an amazingly special gift, it’s slightly different from the first. It might be a simple four letter word yet it makes a very great influence on our lives. I think I am able to say this very gift is a necessity which is known to be Time. Time is our life span, the length of time for which we live. Whatever we do with our time is the act of living. Time is precious and time keeps moving. The earth and it’s universe follows a carefully planned inevitable progression into the future with the passing of the present happenings into the past. We were given our individual life span right inside mummy. We were born when our time was due. If the duration of time that forms a day is not used by anyone of us and it elapses, it never returns, it slips away. No date on and outside earth repeats itself. When time goes by whatever is done within it becomes a memory. We are stewards of all HIS creation. Shall we visit some spiritual truths. The invincible world controlled by Jehovah in the heavens following HIS perfect plan has a timing that’s quite unusual. The Lord indicates exceptionally that a thousand years to HIM is a day, a day to HIM is a thousand years. This opens our mind to an essence of divinity that rules supreme over humanity. Now, may I please have this dance๐Ÿ’ƒ,please take my hand as we dance our way into getting to know what GOD has for us. What is HIS third gift for us. Gift number three is very refreshing and renewable. The gift of a new day brings hope. This gift repeats itself by the rising of the sunโ˜€ with it’s light and warmth.A shiny star lights up way above bringing to our sense of sight the dawn of a new day.”Today is a gift, this is why it is called Present” A phrase I heard from the Disney Animated Cartoon:Kung Fu Panda๐Ÿผ .

Across each dawn lies a day,our present,for a ray of hope flickers through the nights sky causing it to twinkle. Life as it unravels is characterized by it’s distinct occurrence. Sometimes the beauty of life deforms by the bitterness hidden in certain days. The times ahead, those moments yet to be experienced remains a mystery utterly buried within its programmed day, bound to happen and waiting it’s turn to pass by, hurrying into the past but leaving us with memories for a lifetime. Memories can be distressing others refreshing, there are painful memories and those filled with joy and laughter. I would not say we have control over our lives because we can’t tell the future. Everything happens for a reason so I’ve heard. There should be a reason, there must be a reason yet be that as it may as human as we are, we wonder “What could these reasons be”. We hit really hard on rocky bottoms and it’s simply just difficult. Issues pertaining to the established facts of life’s ever changing painful turns of events is overwhelming, mind blowing and if not managed prayerfully can kill our will to live and our quest to survive,exposing us to sorrow, sadness, depression, grieving, sobbing, mourning all of which threatens our serenity and wholeness. If we could alter our lives what would be our worry, if we could change the past why are we so helpless, if we could give life why do you mourn, if we could choose our future who would be sad.

I ask the question if we cannot do all this then who can. Who is in control, who knows how it ends even before it all starts. Who from Where and How. Who writes the stories of our lives from the last page to the first. Who is this Man whose voice “the greatest terror birthed by the weather, the roar of oceans as their waters succumb to turbulence hear, recognize and obey. HIS soothing voice piercing through the chaos propelled by power”Peace Be Still” then silence envelopesโœ‰,the mighty storms. HE is the Light. HE is who HE is. GOD is Time, GOD is Life, GOD is Love. If GOD be Life, What is Life without HIM. In our good, better and best moments then in our bad, worse, worst and terrible moments, HE is and still remains Jehovah the Almighty Immortal Invincible God. The Pillar that holds our life together, there is nothing that is which was not made by HIM. It’s all about Jesus. Let’s experience this together, if a chef you hire to prepare your dinner welcomes you home with an empty plate and leaves you famished after you have paid for his services, do you still keep him around. What if the chef does what is expected of him would you still owe him. If and only if you are pleased with his services you will give him a bonus payment if you so wish. The reason being that he has fulfilled the purpose for which he was hired. Why then do we feel our Maker owes us when we fulfill the purpose for which we were created and that is pleasing HIM by worshipping, praising and living the Christian way. The Lord will reward us if HE deems it fit. Why do we allow ourselves to believe since the I Am has created us whether we fulfill our purpose or not HE needs us and must keep us on HIS payroll. The Lord gives us our Free Will. There is power in HIS will to give us the freedom of choice. In this priceless freedom lies an expectation which becomes the responsibility for which we exist. We exist to decide to walk the right path. Jesus tells us “I am the vine and ye are my branches, My Father is the vine dresser, any branch that bears not fruits is cut off “Let’s look at the bigger picture. You can’t be unhelpful in the Lords sight. HE created you with an expectation, you must have an expenditure of spiritual, physical or mental endeavor aimed at attaining growth, a level of growth which helps us understand how the Divine world we do not see but are citizens off operates and influences our Lives. God is our source, our help cometh from the Lord. It is wisdom that created the world, God is wisdom, therefore giving respect, recognition, honour and relevance to HIM is the beginning of wisdom. His greatness, is endless. Look at the trees,the sky, the ocean. There isn’t more I can say. Life itself is a miracle. HE loves you so much. As far as the heavens are above the earth so great is HIS love for us. Marriage is a creative exhibition of how the GOD kind of love looks like. The joy,peace,bliss and the sense of belonging a blessed union brings to our lives describes the Love God feels for us. God needs us to understand HIM when HE says HE loves us. The truth remains that the love we enjoy in marriage can never compare to God’s love yet it presents us with a fair idea. Love brings two together in holy matrimony, then the two become one. A bond between them is formed in love. God is love so now what really happens. Who is love, God is. Meaning God brings two together in holy matrimony, then the two become one. A bond between them is formed in God. Marriage is a union.

Our first union is being one with God. This is our first love. Love makes us the beautiful persons we are, then we share love with who the heart chooses. This is the second love. The second love is birthed from the first. When God blesses us with our spouse,a partner in life. God needs us to uphold and love them, to be their strength,to support them, to love them with a greater love in the most special way. When we do so they do not only feel content, belonged and loved,we will be the best thing that ever happened to them. They feel so secured and accomplished. When we are such a blessing in the lives of our spouses. They get to know that for them to have us in their lives only means The Lord really loves them so much and cares about their happiness, then they are able to appreciate God through us. When God blesses us with our spouses HE expects us to be their best ever gift. Our presence in their lives must be a reason for them to praise GOD. The Omnipresent God will oneday hold us accountable for how we treat our spouses. Marriage is not about us, it’s all about God. The greatest love we posses is our union with the I Am, in this the Holy Spirit of The Lord opens us up to fellowship with HIM through worship in Spirit and in truth all the days of our mortal and immortal lives. Worshipping in Spirit and truth allows our Maker to soar with our spirits through Divinity,the heavens are opened and we experience a heart to heart encounter with Jehovah. This is where Divinity meets with Humanity. All creation worships, Time stops to dwell in worship, Love is known in worship, Life exists through worship. Fellowship with Love in worship began the world. The Words spoken by Love carefully formed the world๐ŸŒ from nothing. In the beginning was The Word and The Word was with God and The Word was God. The Word made a part of HIM flesh and poured into fresh HIS breath. HE decided to form the core of this living being with love. God formed our hearts with HIMSELF. Our heart is of Love, this is why God speaks to the heart. When our hearts love GOD,it completes us. Becoming a Christian is God now living in you. HE is the missing piece. Being a Christian is simply being a follower of Christ. Jesus came down to earth from Heaven on a mission from God. Jesus’ life on earth explains who a Christian is. Jesus on earth shows Majesty๐Ÿ˜‡ in the midst of ordinary. Emmanuel, God With Us๐Ÿ˜Š. GOD’S Love for us leads to HIS Grace with us. The Grace of God helps us to shun sin and leads us on the path of righteousness. We then please God and we walk๐Ÿšถ in Grace and Purity before God and Man. May The Grace Of Our Lord Jesus Christ,The Love Of God, And The Sweetest Fellowship Of The Holy Spirit Be With Us All. May we be cushioned and shielded from pain through Grace. May we survive through life with Grace. I love you. I really do love you. I care ๐Ÿ˜Š. From me ๐Ÿ˜Š with love.

My ๐Ÿ’•Heart๐Ÿ’• Writes ๐Ÿ˜Š

I have come this far It has not been easy I would say, it’s been one hell of a journey ๐Ÿ˜‰,yet the LORD has come through for me.HE has been my anchorโš“,so faithful, always there, never changing,HE remains GOD in good times and bad, in my pain, mystery and misery,with my clueless state of confusion HE is the clue which keeps solving the puzzles my life keeps forming.HE is the peace that never leaves me no matter the gravity of shock the unbelievably devastating situations of life invades my home and serenity with,depriving me of my peace of mind.HE is the pillar of my life, HE holds me together knowing fully well how fragile I am because HE formed me. The many eyes marvel for I have not fallen apart. How do I not break down, how am I not shuttered, how am I fuelingโ›ฝ my strength, what am I made up of, am I at all human they whisper to themselves so deep in their thoughts๐Ÿ’ญ.I am no super human, I am human, I am only being the creation of my CREATOR, and if you would look closely you will see that just like the toy maker holds his puppet together with strings in an attempt to help it up it’s feet then supports it firmly in position by holding it firmly above the leveled stage with it’s head held up high to the admiration of many. For all who have come from far and near to witness the stage performance know the truth that tells of how impossible it is that a puppet so broken can stand on it’s feet. I am also held together by the Love of my CREATOR through the Power of the Hands that formed the earth by the faith I share in the truth of HIS existence being made known to the world by the strength within me which propels my whole being through the pain, hurts and wounds I suffer in life. This strength is not my own but the LORDS.The many attacks of lucifer,the accuser of the brethren,the father of all lies may pass by yet it will have no effect on The Plan of HE Who Was and Is and Is to Come.If I am admired by many for the courage I possess it is to the Glory of GOD for without HIM I am nothing.May the strong woman you see me to be today be the miracle that tells you GOD lives and HE is still in control. The Destiny writer still writes.HE is GOD alone,The Way Maker, Miracle Worker, Promise Keeper,Light in the darkness,He is Who He is,The I Am.

Psalm 18:34

We are all running our individual race through life We all have independent, separate and personal destinations This brings us to life’s truth, your responsibility is to make it there, to create your mark by leaving your legacy to cause the change only you can make. No matter what True Indeed ๐Ÿ˜ However ๐Ÿ˜‰have you stopped to think about what the real truth is. Let me share it with you regardless We may all be on different paths, because that’s how it looks from the beginning Okay ๐Ÿ˜Š,let’s now look at the journey as we proceed further All our individual paths inter-cross ,inter-depend and inter-relate with the other, we are all using paths that lead to one huge destination and this is loving OUR CREATOR with all our heart,mind,spirit with soul and loving one other. As different as we are, as diverse as our ways of behaving and living is. We are more than we are, there is more to us than meets the eye๐Ÿ‘€. Truly varying from one another yet simply one in the LORD. Share all the love your heartโ™ฅ contains with the beautiful people the LORD graces your path through life with and all who love and care enough to lend a helping hand. Together as one in GOD. We fall today to rise another day,we live to fight in another time frame for the wars we stand to battle against is not of the flesh but of principalities,rulers of darkness ,demons in high places.Take a chill pill beloved in CHRIST, Take heart for our victory is in The Name Above All Names.At the mention of The Name JESUS every knee must bow and every tongue must confess that HE is CHRIST, The King of Kings and HE is LORD. I love you, I would never hurt you with the words of my mouth. Words heal so I choose to help heal your wounded heart with my words. I will be your strength when you are weak, I’ll hear you when your heart cries out,I’ll be a shoulder for you to cry๐Ÿ˜ข on,when all hope is gone HE still abides with us,In HIM our hope is formed.It really matters not how far you are from me,my care and love can go as far as they need,to impact the countess lives which mean so much to me, It really makes no difference who you are,I do not have to know you to love you,LOVE knoweth All. I love you, I need you to survive. We must survive this looking up๐Ÿ‘†to The GOD, who knew us by name before we were formed in our mother’s womb.

As I sit to write about what my life has become now, I reflect on all that happens. It makes no sense,it makes no meaning, I can’t seem to ever understand, my self quizzes are endless, maybe oneday it will all form a meaning I will appreciate, it will all begin to make sense. I am being tossed, pulled and dragged through dark places in life while hitting against hard walls, stones, rocks, thorns, flames and ice. I am bruised,wounded, hurting, broken,and facing the harsh realities of life. However I still stand ever so firm, ever so tall with my head lifted ever so high acknowledging the courage and determination I have in CHRIST JESUS I boldly stare into the face of difficulties,distress,loneliness,discomfort,all odds and uncertainties. I boldly stare into the eyes of the devil,to tell him My Truth,which is The True Truth,one that is Unchangable for it is Coded by GOD There Is Hopeโ›… For The Future and for this simple life changing reason I SMILE ๐Ÿ˜Š.

LOVE Rudelle Natasha May