I have come this far It has not been easy I would say, it’s been one hell of a journey 😉,yet the LORD has come through for me.HE has been my anchor⚓,so faithful, always there, never changing,HE remains GOD in good times and bad, in my pain, mystery and misery,with my clueless state of confusion HE is the clue which keeps solving the puzzles my life keeps forming.HE is the peace that never leaves me no matter the gravity of shock the unbelievably devastating situations of life invades my home and serenity with,depriving me of my peace of mind.HE is the pillar of my life, HE holds me together knowing fully well how fragile I am because HE formed me. The many eyes marvel for I have not fallen apart. How do I not break down, how am I not shuttered, how am I fueling⛽ my strength, what am I made up of, am I at all human they whisper to themselves so deep in their thoughts💭.I am no super human, I am human, I am only being the creation of my CREATOR, and if you would look closely you will see that just like the toy maker holds his puppet together with strings in an attempt to help it up it’s feet then supports it firmly in position by holding it firmly above the leveled stage with it’s head held up high to the admiration of many. For all who have come from far and near to witness the stage performance know the truth that tells of how impossible it is that a puppet so broken can stand on it’s feet. I am also held together by the Love of my CREATOR through the Power of the Hands that formed the earth by the faith I share in the truth of HIS existence being made known to the world by the strength within me which propels my whole being through the pain, hurts and wounds I suffer in life. This strength is not my own but the LORDS.The many attacks of lucifer,the accuser of the brethren,the father of all lies may pass by yet it will have no effect on The Plan of HE Who Was and Is and Is to Come.If I am admired by many for the courage I possess it is to the Glory of GOD for without HIM I am nothing.May the strong woman you see me to be today be the miracle that tells you GOD lives and HE is still in control. The Destiny writer still writes.HE is GOD alone,The Way Maker, Miracle Worker, Promise Keeper,Light in the darkness,He is Who He is,The I Am.
We are all running our individual race through life We all have independent, separate and personal destinations This brings us to life’s truth, your responsibility is to make it there, to create your mark by leaving your legacy to cause the change only you can make. No matter what True Indeed 😏 However 😉have you stopped to think about what the real truth is. Let me share it with you regardless We may all be on different paths, because that’s how it looks from the beginning Okay 😊,let’s now look at the journey as we proceed further All our individual paths inter-cross ,inter-depend and inter-relate with the other, we are all using paths that lead to one huge destination and this is loving OUR CREATOR with all our heart,mind,spirit with soul and loving one other. As different as we are, as diverse as our ways of behaving and living is. We are more than we are, there is more to us than meets the eye👀. Truly varying from one another yet simply one in the LORD. Share all the love your heart♥ contains with the beautiful people the LORD graces your path through life with and all who love and care enough to lend a helping hand. Together as one in GOD. We fall today to rise another day,we live to fight in another time frame for the wars we stand to battle against is not of the flesh but of principalities,rulers of darkness ,demons in high places.Take a chill pill beloved in CHRIST, Take heart for our victory is in The Name Above All Names.At the mention of The Name JESUS every knee must bow and every tongue must confess that HE is CHRIST, The King of Kings and HE is LORD. I love you, I would never hurt you with the words of my mouth. Words heal so I choose to help heal your wounded heart with my words. I will be your strength when you are weak, I’ll hear you when your heart cries out,I’ll be a shoulder for you to cry😢 on,when all hope is gone HE still abides with us,In HIM our hope is formed.It really matters not how far you are from me,my care and love can go as far as they need,to impact the countess lives which mean so much to me, It really makes no difference who you are,I do not have to know you to love you,LOVE knoweth All. I love you, I need you to survive. We must survive this looking up👆to The GOD, who knew us by name before we were formed in our mother’s womb.
As I sit to write about what my life has become now, I reflect on all that happens. It makes no sense,it makes no meaning, I can’t seem to ever understand, my self quizzes are endless, maybe oneday it will all form a meaning I will appreciate, it will all begin to make sense. I am being tossed, pulled and dragged through dark places in life while hitting against hard walls, stones, rocks, thorns, flames and ice. I am bruised,wounded, hurting, broken,and facing the harsh realities of life. However I still stand ever so firm, ever so tall with my head lifted ever so high acknowledging the courage and determination I have in CHRIST JESUS I boldly stare into the face of difficulties,distress,loneliness,discomfort,all odds and uncertainties. I boldly stare into the eyes of the devil,to tell him My Truth,which is The True Truth,one that is Unchangable for it is Coded by GOD There Is Hope⛅ For The Future and for this simple life changing reason I SMILE 😊.
LOVE Rudelle Natasha May